I really thought my computer was dead last night but it's come back from the grave!
hello I was Shakespeare's Richard II for Halloween because yes I am that pretentious apparently and I like how it turned out???
i actually have a pretty straightforward relationship with identifying as a woman i just deeply hate the idea of expectations or prescribed traits or appearance around gender and don't buy it in its current widely perceived structure so you know what? if anyone asks my gender is wildflower
yesterday was my last day of work at the kind of annoying job! we had a little party and now I have about a week and a half to relax before I start working at the bookstore
nice thing about getting older is being able to say "haven't done this in decades". this just sounds so dope. i know people somehow associate feeling old with feeling bad, why is that? ok i know why, but listen, doesn't being acient sound cool? like a wise mountain? who can say stuff like "decades" and "I still remember x" even if you barely remember it... getting older is not "just a count down to your death" , it's a count of how much you existed and witnessed!
we forget how dope existing is sometimes. we are like "no, you are not supposed to just exist, you are supposed to achieve things!" but look. mountains exist and they are dope. sometimes it's nice to feel like a mountain.
I need to just make a list of things to do instead of scrolling thru random tumblr discourse blogs because they really do just make me feel like shit
I interviewed at this amazing bookstore yesterday and then got offered a job today, not even 24 hours later! I'm so excited